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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I like the new layout. Just thought you ought to know. The tree is cute.

Have you ever wondered why you cry? When you cry? How you cry? Who you cry for? These are all obviously rhetorical questions, but sometimes we all need a cry. I don't know about you gentlemen and how often you shed any tears, but personally it feels good to cry sometimes. There are those days where everything just builds up and overwhelms you and swallows you up and crying just pours it all out of you. Maybe it's just me. Maybe it's just my lack of sleep that's messing with my system. Maybe it's all the work and my procrastination and just the stress that i realize could easily be avoided. Who knows. Who knows...

Life is going well, for the most part. It's been a while since I wrote in here but nothing has changed much. The family is gone to New Zealand to visit my family, also for vacation, and they've left me here in Delaware to take care of the house. It's not like they didn't want to bring me, it's just that Kallen has spring break now and I don't... so what are they supposed to do? I spent the weekend with Scott at my house. After we drove my parents up to the airport and dropped them off, we just hung around and slept and cooked and watched movies. It was wonderful to laze around and not have to worry about anything. It's those times that make these stressful times so much more stressful in comparison, and these stressful times that make those relaxing times so much more satisfying.

Would you prefer to be happy or content?
To me, there's a certain level of happiness to contentment, so I'd rather be content. Content, to me, means that there's nothing more you could want in life. That life is perfect the way it is at that moment. That's when happiness isn't all about laughing or giggling, but it's that warm feeling in your stomach that glows and just makes you smile gently. Maybe i'm taking it the wrong way, but that's what it means to me.

This weekend is Distinguished Scholars weekend. It's the weekend i came to Delaware a year ago to compete for the duPont scholarship. So we're getting next year's potential freshmen and hoping that these cream-of-the-crop can strut their stuff. I'm very excited, because this weekend was such an important pat of my decision making process and it's such a memorable part of everyone's experiences. All the Dischos I know remember this weekend, so it gives us something to connect with and talk about. I hope i can make it memorable for my people too. We've got a couple girls staying the night, so hopefully Kelly and I make a good impression.

I love technology and it's ability to let you communicate with people over long distances.
Like you guys.
Love you guys. :)

Gealina

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