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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

by metronomy

it's getting harder and harder to make time to write here! unorganized things floating around in my head go here.
eiichiro and mirim aren't together anymore. that was fast.
i modded my wii.
i got a videocamera.
jp and joel visited pepp and we went to the beach! my first time at a malibu beach, and it was a good beach day so it wasnt that bad. ( i dont like the beach in general)

ugh. i'm not feeling so fantastic. i've been extremely moody lately. i have exposed my claws (ie my hot tempered side) to people who have never seen them before. that must be scary for them... i haven't really had a super-overwhelming amount of work to do, but theres always STUFF to do, you know? like administrative attend this finish that stuff. and its very strange. the past couple days, around 8 or 9 pm, i shut down. i get emotionally scattered, i want to do work but i cant bring myself to, and i get frustrated with myself. this lasts a couple of hours and usually ends up in a nap to make it all go away. then i can be productive again - but i stay up till 3. hopefully this is just a very short phase.
i hope usc had a good break, and that uc's are having a good one :D
i have to figure out what i'm going to do this summer. cerritos or cypress? job or no job? plus all the little things in between (family vacation... vbs... etc) i like to have things all figured out ahead of time, that's who i am. but it's causing me all sorts of anxiety because theres a lot of things i just can't decide on so early... but i still worry about it. i worry about summer and i worry about being in china... i worry about what i'm going to do for my birthday (riiight before finals - stay at school or go home?)
money worries:

despite a 10% budget cut for all departments and cancellation of the thailand international program, tuition rates will rise 2.95% to $37,730 for the year. Room and board charges will increase by 3.95% to $9,900 for the year with a basic meal plan.

i lost $100,000 in stocks last year. (i THINK thats what it was…)

(counting my blessings: 75% renewable scholarship on tuition! a big part of why i picked peppy. but i cant believe that most of us are paying full price!)

and to end on a happier note: (talking about my tokidoki wallet i got off ebay)
K: it smells
C: why?
K: cigarette
C: you should demand that you get money back
+ and slap them
+ and post on their profile
+ that smoking causes Mphaseema

and... whats a "bracket"?

Labels: Kristen

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